Why do things remain in memory even though I want to forget

why do I still hope for miracles that are not going to happen

why do I still wait for the one who has left,
and is never going to come back..

why can’t I forget all this, even though I’ve forgiven…

why don’t I just carry on with my life..

why, is this burden so heavy on my back?

Why do I still wait…for the moments that are never going to happen

why do I still plan for a future
that is not going to come.

why am I still holding on to a love..
that I have lost.

why can’t I live alone again..when I’ve done so in the past.

Wish I knew the answers to those, but then a question remains…

Why … do I still love her..and want her back?

Why……