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I have updated my diary…a must read post….check it out.

coherent rambling

You know what s that ??? It means long time no c(see)…

Ok Ok bad return joke…

Feels so nice to write again, after a long break from blogging…though this break broke much of my back….anyways enough breaks for now!!!

Last few days were hectic, and office seemed hotter than hell (OK I dont know what hell’s like, but college labs wualify enough). Now with a lot of work behind my back, i’ll finally get some rest…

And somehow i think this work has had some effect on my brain ( what, did i hear you say its non-existant???)… but i m not sure.

I’ll be posting more regularly now, to restore some level of sanity ( at least ).

Also i am planning for a series of BREVIEWS, that is, reviews of some of the blogs i read, why i read them, what i like about them etc.

And that will be the next post…

till then, have a great time.

ciao.

Yeah that’s right. blog-breakers- Those bloggers taking a break from the blog world.

This is an increasingly large community, with members being added everyday.

I am glad to announce the existence of this community. It seems that lots of bloggers(including yours truly) are taking breaks from the blog world, for reasons unknown.

Why? Work Pressure? Blogger Block? ET forces?

I have no answers.

adios

P.S The author has gone back to his blogger-break for an indefinite period now. Though he will be consistently bugging other active bloggers thru his vegetative state.
Any one willing to join the blog-breakers community is requested to leave a comment at this post. Maybe there will be a post listing all bloggers taking this break.

in a week’s time….

just hang on ………..

Today…almost 6 months after the explosion that shook my entire life…i sit to sift the debris that it left (see this)

….trying to analyse what went wrong…why did all my dreams suddenly turn into nightmares…why did all those sweet memories suddenly meta-morphosize into painful thoughts….

and all I see is my fault.

Had I given her a little more time than I did…..

Had I taken off a week and gone to visit her, spend some time with her and give her some confidence…

But am I the only culprit who triggered this? Couldn’t she have trusted me? Why did the trust end…and took our lives down with it?

I seem to have absolutely no idea….though taking more blame for this seems to be making me feel better…

somehow its so comforting to know that you were wrong..and not the one you loved! She was right, and maybe she still is…..

i’ll retain this debris though…who knows when i’d have to go through it again….some day!!!

who knows, at least not me!!

Let me tell u a story..

Once upon a time there was a lazy bum who wrote a blog. As he made more friends, they all asked him to update the look of his blog. But as we said, he was a lazy bum…so he searched efor an excuse here and there to avoid this work.

Then one day, a Good Friend came along. And took control of the blog, and made it look fresh.

This is the story behind this new look. Though I am not naming this wonderful friend of mine….

My friend is the one who deserves all this wonderful feedback about the new look.

And a big THANKU from me!!

Thanx….

P.S There are a still a few minor changes to make. The hit counter & blogroll would be coming up soon!

Part one was the sad part of the story, part two is the traditional Happy Ending!

Yes…today I finally got the mail for my new compensation…and man..it ROCKS!!!

Its way too much …far beyond my wildest imagination…..

For a person with just 10 months of work ex (as of date), the hike is mind-boggling..

and all i can remember are my manager’s words when I asked him about the raise last time…”you won’t be surprised by the hike, you’ll be shocked!!!”

Shocked ….? Yes I am….

Happy …. I very much am….

And so is my mom…she is on cloud nine….and should be.

Its been many years since she’s been there.

Something I’d say…I’m here today coz of u only, ma! I know u don’t surf the net, and u definitely won’t see this, but I just want to say its not my hardwork, but yours. Its you who has put me here, and I won’t disappoint u ma….

Promise….

ciao.

P.S: Oh, and for all the party seekers, you are invited to a place of your choice at a time of my choice …. so tell me the place..i’ll tell u the time!!!

Somu pls don’t mind…ur name is there many times in these…

Here we go….

Ramu : Hey.. my submarine software is not sinking into the water!!what could be wrong?
Somu : may be u have used float instead of double in the software

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Ramu: i am very very sure that the guy who just talked to me is a Software engineer…
Somu: how do u say that?
ramu: he asked my physical address instead of my home address!

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Ramu: shhhh…I think the SW Engr who is sitting in the next cabin must be a farmer before .
somu: How do u know…?
Ramu: he asked me today if there is a way to cultivate the bit fields..!!

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Somu : Hey Bull, Can you do me a favor?
Can you pass on this 500 ruppees to Suthi..?
Bull : Sure… why not? But tell me one thing. Tell me whether its pass by value or pass by reference…
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ramu: Hey… I think that SW Engg is very very naive..
somu: How do u say that?
ramu: He believes that there is an Arabian Sea next to Arabin Sea.

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ramu: Hey…. whats time now?
somu: System time or local time…??
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ramu: Hey… I have a problem. My system is not booting up!
somu: may be, its internal buses are on strike…check out!

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ramu : (while browsing the TV) what is this? I have heard of Star Sports, Star Movies and Star Plus. Whats this Star Equals??? Is it a new Star channel?
somu : No, = operator has been overloaded in Star Channel.

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seetha : I think that SW Engr is very naive…
geetha : how do u say that?
seetha : He believes “Rascal” is a new version of Pascal!

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Ramu : why are u wipping ur terminal very often with
a cloth?
Somu : clear command is not working properly for my
terminal. that’s why?

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babu : yesterday I bought a new TV whose terminal is
compatible with computer… but its audio portion
is not at all working
gopu : may be its compatible only with dumb terminals???

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Vanish: We have shifted our home to RK Puram now…
soni : right shift or left shift??

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Software DT in Heaven:
ramu : hey.. I coudlnt send a mail to Hell
today…it says mail “demon” not running…
somu : ur case is better! … for me, it says “ghost
not reachable” and bounces back!

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enjoy…

adois.

Hi folks,

please check my updated blog .

Best Wishes
coherent rambling

Why can’t I control my thoughts….control my mind, and tell it what to think & what not.

Had a chat with her again on the fone today…its like scratchin wounds, preventing them from healing..and it hurts. Hurts me, and I think it hurts her too. I think, but I don’t know because I can’t say I know her. After what happened, no, I don’t know her as well as I used to think.

We both know we are running away, not from each other, but ourselves. It is always so easy to go away from someone, but its not easy to go away from yourself. That also when a part of you wants those wonderful times again….

Those mornings in college, those evenings in the temple, those nights on the phone.

I don’t know…but I just want to roll up in a corner & cry…very unmanly, yes, but still. Its like releasing a dam….just that this one is bound to fill up sooner.

Many of my friends say…Hope I was you, but do they know its not so easy being me.

Its just me, myself and the endless black sky. No light….

Going back into the dark….and soltitude…..when will my life be like a life?

I have no answers. Only questions….

bye